So in the process of recording i have gained new found respect for the art. i have a massive head ache and only my acoustic track and vocals for 4 songs in two days…..

Why do i feel so defeated. Its like everything around me just left. I know thanksgiving tomorrow and i am thankful for alot of things and especially some people. but the more and more i jsut want to let everything go. I love honestly love this girl that things never ever seem to find a hold with. She broke my heart and still finds a way to hold it in her hands. But i gave it a chance with some one else and started falling in love only to be told there is no chance…… I’m jsut broken. 

“im searching for a light, to lead me home tonight, i’ve been gone for far to long, and i just want to come back home”

but the question is where is my heart and where is home?

I hate getting close to people because i usually get hurt. oh it was no surprise that i was hurt again. damn…..

One day you’ll wish you were me,

one day I hope you see,

that everything thing we could be,

is now a long and distant memory,

I’ll be happy and you’ll be stuck,

wishing you had better luck,

I’ll find my way thats for sure,

And for now I leave an open door,

I hope you find it before it shuts,

so do or die its time for just.

these are lyrics from a song

“You cover yourself, you cover your skin, you cover yourself, like you cover your sin, please untie my hands, i’m a sinner, i’m a man, I ask for one minute, to make you understand”

“This time, I have nothing left to lose, I’m stuck the second hand won’t move, Its about time that I speak my mind, Its about time, about time I find, pieces of me I have lost, without any choice I move on, hey time your no friend of mine, hey time your no friend of mine”

So has I sorta get bugged when people tell me, “Dalton your a great person” or “You are a good man”. The thing that gets me is that it is a nice thing thats said. But it almost always comes off as just words. I don’t do the things to be a great person that are difficult I just do the right simple things. I just don’t get it.

From the song “things my father said” by Black Stone Cherry

“And if you ever dream, you better hang on for dear life, and when the cold wind blows, just let it pass you bye”

So here we go. Last night on to this morning I was thinking while listening to music. The most beautiful things in the world to me are some of the most simple things. The sound of an acoustic guitar, the sound of a piano, the sounds of running water, and the quite you get when your with the one you love and you are just caught up in the feelings of compassion. These things aren’t exactly hard to have and do. Just a thought.

“Somewhere theres a star thats shining, so bright that i can see you smile, and all that i need is one last chance to hear you say, goodbye”

I can say and do all the most beautiful things, but they will never be as beautiful as when you said. I love You.

Why does God have to let bad things happen when things just start gettting better.